I Walked 58 Miles in a Day
Trigger Warning: self harm, suicidal ideation. Thoughts tumble down becoming real as they fall into my head. A blade appears in my right hand…
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Missing Home: My Two Year Trail Anniversary
I am homesick. On this day two years ago I put my first footsteps on the Pacific Crest Trail, the trail that became my…
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Finding My Home
Today was the kind of day we dream about all winter long in Seattle. It rose cold and bright, freezing my nose hairs as…
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How To Get What You Want
It’s pretty easy, but somehow it’s also hard to do… In the great outdoors it’s so easy to get swept up in doing what…
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The Void
There is a hole in me. It’s been there since I can remember, right at the center of me–where my lungs meet my stomach….
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Perfectionism
River is furiously pulling at the leash, trying to drag a human nearly three times her weight down the street by a belt loop….
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A Body Not My Own
“The men’s bathroom is down the hall,” I hear, and let it drift into the babble that is all the conversation that doesn’t pertain…
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Love Letter to America
Dear United States of America, I am unabashedly, devotedly in love with you. And on this day, with all the hearts and flowers surrounding…
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Meditating on Nature
After years of being told that meditation works, I’ve actually tried it now. Unsurprisingly, it does, in fact, work. My meditation places me in the…
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